This Mother's Day I had no one to send a card to. No one to order flowers for. No one to make me feel guilty because I was born and thus ruined her ever, livin, life.
My Omi is gone
My MIL is gone
My biological mother is a maniac
When I mentioned this to Beloved he said, and I quote,
"Think of all the money you are saving!"
I wasn't ready to be orphaned and I don't think Beloved gets it.
In other news, FIL is back in the hospital. Who saw this coming?
More driving. More stress. More crap. I'm not ready.
I leave in a handful of days for the South. I'm not sure what this trip will hold and cannot begin to image the stress and worry that will surly be my traveling companions.
I am no where near ready to leave.